A change of heart?

Kā tev iet? Kā tev iet, es prasu!

I felt The Spirit today very strongly. I felt it cleaning me. And guess what...it felt amazing. Last couple of days have been full of discovery. As I wandered around the streets of my town I saw many people in their daily actions. A mother playing and running around with her child. Priests preaching about various things. A girl smocking in a bus stop. A perfect mother with her three little kids, that are so full with light. My boyfriend fighting away his struggles. My brother protecting me. I saw how the leafs gently move in the wind. I felt a teardrop on my skin. I looked at all the beauty around me and thought...How can one person see all of this and not believe that there is a loving Heavenly Father? How can people think that all of it was just an accident? How can they believe in such a big lie? With every day, I understand that this knowledge and happiness is worth fighting. And I will guard it with my life.
Today I felt like packing, but it is too early for that. And as I look for the reasons to stay, I can't find even one that would be strong enough to change my mind.