So put on your mask, pretend your okay and tell everyone: it's just another day

Confusion.
Another freakin' illusion.
I can't sleep at nights any more. I don't remember when it started, but that is definitely when I stopped smiling again. The worst part is that I can not hide it anymore.
I worry. Perhaps, too much. I have too much on my mind. But yet, I have nothing to say. It is not in my power to settle it anymore.

18 days to go ;) 432 hours to handle